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My Heart Is Broken; My Faith Is Strong
Jan 28, 2002
My 14 year old son was shot, and despite 18 months of investigation, no determination was made as to whether his death was suicide or murder. There were so many conflicting stories
and circumstances. The gun which was used belonged to my ex-husband. He had been abusive and violent during our marriage, and I thought it was enough to move away. Now I live with the guilt that if I had been stronger, my son would be alive today.
I have tried to become a better parent, friend, Christian, therapist, person...so my son's death will have some meaning. I try to live in the 14 years of his joyful life, rather than in the few seconds of his death.
My heart is broken, but my faith has grown. Please keep my family in your prayers.
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