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My Heart's Desire
Jan 12, 2003
Hi
I am a 28 year old nurse,working in Dublin.It is my heart's desire to have a little baby of my own so badly(mine and my husband's of course)We will be married 3 years on 22 April.Being far away from home(We are from South Africa),it was not a very straight forward decision,trying to become pregnant at first.Knowing that we would not have the family support that I feel is so crucial,especially with a first baby,we went ahead anyway.Praise God!I fell pregnant March last year,but unfortunately lost the baby at 11 weeks,no medical explanation.We were encouraged to try again immediately,which we did.June I was pregnant again and lost the baby at 9 weeks.I was also told by medics that they could see no reason why and unfortunately I was told that they only start doing investigations after the 3rd miscarriage and I was encouraged to try again.I obviously did not feel up to it at that stage.Feared a 3rd disappontment.Anyway,I went back onto contraception,not wanting to fall pregnant soon again.I really first wanted to deal with the emotions of loosing 2 precious babies.Now,it is a new year and I have had many people pray for me and I feel ready for another attempt.I am just off the contraceptive injection after 4 months of using it.I really feel like I am going to need all the support in the world right now,especially since I am so far away from my family.
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