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It's Not So Easy!
Sep 10, 2002
Hi I'm Niki - it's nice to meet you all. I have been married to the most wonderful man for 1-1/2 years, I am 28 he is 32 we are so in love, we both come from huge families, and of course we always talked about having babies some day. Well that some day arrived but God did not agree. Since Nov 2001 I have had 2 miscarriages and needless to say I am devastated. You just assume that one day you when you're ready you'll have a baby. Not so easy! I have had testing done with no results. The dr says chalk it up to bad luck. Yeah I wish it was that easy. I bet he's never cried himself to sleep wondering if he will ever experience the most amazing gift from God? or Wonder if he will ever see the one person who means the most to him hold their baby for the first time. I doubt it!
I have 4 sister-in-laws all of which have had babies or are currently pregnant. We have 5 nephews ranging in age from 5 yrs to 8 months. I absolutely hate going to family functions! and one sis-in-law is pg & due 2 weeks after I would have been had I not m/c in June. Just when I think I can't take anymore - my period is over a week late? Now what? Is this going to start all over again, the nights without sleep worrying about every little twinge I feel, every little thing I do? It is so unfair. On the other hand what if everyting is fine this time? What if in nine months we have this perfect little angel? Time will tell I suppose - Please pray for us. Thank you & Best Wishes to You All
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