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Please God, Just One!
Nov 13, 2002
On Dec, 23, 2001, my husband and I found out we were going to be mommy and daddy. At first we were a little scared only been married for not even a month, but then it turned to joy. We couldnt wait. Then in Jan. I started spotting, the doctors told me that most women spot during pregnany. But he was wrong two days later we lost our baby. I was two months along. All I could think of is what did I do wrong.
Then in August 2002, we found out that we were going to be mommy and daddy again. But it just didnt seem right and we lost that one two. The feelings of emptiness are so hard to get rid of. It is almost unbearable.
It is now Nov. 2002 and I think I might be pregnant again. I hope I am, but I am so scared. Everyone is telling me that your chances for miscarring go up higher after one or two. But I do have a good feeling about this one. I think this one is going to stay here with us. I believe we deserve this baby. God already has two of our babies. He needs to let us have one, just one.
Please God just one!
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