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I Hurt So Much
Nov 01, 2002
I had a tubualigation February 3,1999 after I met the man of my dreams, He had two children and I already had two children from past marriages. We both decided to not have any together.We moved to Iowa to start a new life and new beginning and I missed my period and did a home pregnancy test and came out positve. I went to hospital to see if I was just going through the change at an early age or a tubal and found out I was pregnant after the ultra sound and heard the strong heart beat. I was scared ,mad ,frustrated and excited all at once.Even though all our children are teenagers , it took my husband and I about two weeks to except the fact we were going to have a baby and it would be our first together, we were both so looking forward to this. I wasn't feeling well on Oct 18, 2002 and started to spot, I called my Dr.and he said go to the hospital if you feel things aren't right, so I went and they told me the baby had no heart beat and to go home and try to pass this baby. Oh my God when I found out the baby was dead in me and I was 11 weeks along I just wanted it out and over with. The next day I had to go back for a D&C so that they could remove the baby and keep me from hemorrhaging. I hurt so much
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