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My Heart Aches
Oct 30, 2002
It's been a surreal experience. Four weeks ago I saw our 8 week old baby with a "strong heartbeat." Then at my 12 week appointment I saw our baby that measured smaller than 8 weeks with no heartbeat. I miscarried over the weekend and now have started to feel our loss and my heart aches for our baby. I know that God's will is perfect but I don't think that I will ever understand why this happened this side of Heaven. I miss being pregnant. I have a community of friends that are all pregnant right now and after being with one of them the other night I sobbed. I feel bad but I don't want to be around any of them right now. My heart is hurting like never before.
How is it possible that anyone ever gets to the point of trying again? I am not sure that we can go through this again, despite the fact that I know that God won't give us anything we can't handle. How long does it take to get over this and feel ready to try again (I realize it's different for everyone).
Thanks...
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