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It Hurts Just As Much
Oct 12, 2002
I had a miscarriage on wed the ninth. I have already lost my first child at birth six years ago. When I started to bleed I thought that it wouldnt be as bad to have a miscarriage at least I wouldnt have carried the baby for the whole time..but it is just as bad I feel like crap I have two children to take care of and I just dont have the energy. I feel heavy and tired I cant eat I am so sad I dont know why this has happened to me. I have always wanted a large family and now my husband wants to get fixed and just give up. I understand why but the thought of not having more children makes me so sad. I know I can never replace the two I have lost but I dont know I hope the fog clears from my brain soon so I can think clearly.
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