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It's a Mystery
Oct 05, 2002
hi-its so good to be able to get support from this site. Two days ago i found out my baby has died inside of me during an ultrasound to find out due dates. I should be 11 weeks along now and they said the baby died at 9 weeks 2 days. My emotions are all over the place. Sometimes I feel like I'm o.k. and others, like tonight at the grocery store, I just break down sobbing. Its seeing little diapers and little nighties that are so hard. I had no signs of miscarriage and still don't. Monday I go in to the dr to discuss what i want to do, d&c or let my body discard it. It hurts so bad because i believe its a baby right from conception and to not have one coming in april now is so sad for me and my husband. Its also a sick feeling to have a dead baby inside me still. --also as if this wasn't bad enough, my husband found out yesterday that a mole he had removed on his leg was cancerous. they got it all but the stress for me has been overwhelming. at times i'm angry at God and others i am just confused. why does God let you get pregnant and then take it away. Its such a mystery. anyway, I do have 1 blessing and she is 2 years old-which keeps me going. thank God for her. anyway-thats my story and please say a small prayer for me and my family-it would be greatly appreciated!
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