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I Wanted Him So Much
Sep 25, 2002
I was just informed today via ultrasound that my precious first child has died at only two months into the pregnancy... I was told we did everything right... I watched everything I did, ate, used ( lotions, deoderants, soap, shampoos, cleaning products...) everything... I took my vitamins religiously. Excercised regularly... Was even learning Yoga... I read everything I could get my hands on... I saw my doctor regularly... Called her for every little thing... I am so distrought, sad, angry, depressed... I don't know what to do... I go into surgery tomorrow morning... Someone please say a prayer for our family...
I wanted "him" so much... I can't stop crying, I don't know what to do with myself... I know it has to get better... I just wish to God I could have had my happy healthy baby, as planned... unfortunately that was not His plan... Are there other moms feeling this way? Please help, this is the most difficult situation in my entire life....Please e-mail some loving support.
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