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Anniversaries Are So Painful
Sep 18, 2002
hi everyone. i really need some help. im 21 and last year i fell pregnant. it wasnt planned or anything but didnt not want it. i was so scared though. when i told my parents they were very supportive and i thought everything was going to work out. then one night i realised i had bled a little. i phoned my mum- shes a nurse but she just said to relax and not to worry. following day i bled more and more. my mum phoned the doctor. i had a miscarrige on the 27th September. it's now coming up to a year since it happened so it's getting to me more.
trouble is it was due April 16th and that week my twin sister decides to announce her pregnancy. she knew about mine the day it was due and eveything but how could she do that to me? it broke my heart. since then there's been a distance between us. trouble is now everyone is saying to her the things they were saying to me this time last year as if it means nothing to me. i cant sleep ever havent got over it at all but my parents seem to think i can just forget about it. if i say something my twin will feel bad. it's breaking my heart but i have noone to talk to.- me and the so called father to be split up not long after i lost the baby. never felt this low sincce it happened.
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