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21 Hours Changed My Life Forever
May 06, 2002
I had my first son at 18 and it was the most prefect pregnancy ever. He is now a healthy four year old who keeps my life going. Two years later I found out I was pregnant again and at my first ultra sound found out my baby was not developed properly and would never live through the whole pregnancy. My partener and I decided an abourtion was the best decision, and ended the pregnancy as soon as possible. It was the hardest thing I ever did and had a really hard time dealing with it. Seven months after the abortion I found out I was pregnant again and was so excited at the thought of another baby. Everything went so well until six months into the prgnancy I found out my baby had a tumor on his left kidney. I seen a lot of specilist and we prceeded with the pregnancy as normal and were reassued the out come would be good. Well I went into labour and delivered the most beautiful baby boy ever, but when I saw him I knew he was worse off then the doctors would ever admitt to me. My son was transferred to one of the best baby hospitals around but nothing could save him. I got to spend 21 hours with him before he left me to be with God. I found out the tumor was cancer and it was so stressful on his little body it caused heart failure. It has been almost eight months and I am still having such a hard time dealing with this. The hardest part of all was telling his big brother he was to sick to come home so he went to heaven. I'm hoping in time that the pain lessens and will heal my broken heart. But I know Gavin is in a better place with the best baby sitter ever our lord.
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