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Dylan's First Birthday
Feb 26, 2002
Just wanting to express my feelings to someone who understands.I lost my son Dylan oct.26 2001,he was eight months old. Feb.20 was his first b-day.My other two childeren and my self sent off ballons to him and planted some primroses (febuary flowers) in honor of him.Chalk it up on my list of hardest thingsI've had to do.I look at my other childeren (who are healthy)and know full hartedly that the loss of Dylan (severe C P)would be no dfferent than lossing eiher one of them.Even though he had many health issues, and the doctors tried to prepare me for his death,He is also one of mine and I miss him terriblely.The pain I feel is so overwhelming sometimes that I scare myself.Every time I see an ambulance or drive past a funeral home, I freek out.I pray to god and know my little angle is in good hands, and thank him for allowing me the time I did have with him. Thank you for letting me expess the feelings of this confusion. Duke.
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