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How Will I Get Through This Loss?
Aug 28, 2002
I found out that I was pregnant on Aug 26 2002, it wasent planned or anything at first I was so scared and I decided not to go to work plus I had to tell my boyfriend. He didnt take the news very well and I had cramping really bad but I just figured it was stress. So I waited until yesterday to go to the ER and I started to bleed more. They took me up to ultra sound and after 2 doctors not finding the baby they called in the 3rd one and he told me that my baby was in my fallopian tube and I couldnt keep it, I saw the baby and that made everything so much worse. I was alone at the hospitial, my boyfriend was at work and I couldnt get ahold of him. My OB-GYN came in and gave me a choice of surgery or this shot called Methotrexate, and I chose the shot, God its been the hardest thing I've ever been through, and I dont know how I'm going to get over this. I was so excited in one day and I already loved this baby and now its gone. My boyfriend has been good and he's trying so hard to help me but it still hurts. I'm trying to be strong but right now I cant all I do is cry, and I dont know how to get through this right now.
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