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I Shouldn't Have To Be Here
Nov 20, 2002
I Shouldn't Have To Be Here
LindaC
I do not wish to be where I am at this point of time.
There are so many things in life we take for granted.
We forget that we should count our blessings.
We forget to appreciate what God has given us.
There are days I cannot find blessings to count.
I can find nothing to be happy about.
I know that I am blessed but my heart will not allow me to count.
I only count the weeks and months since the loss of my son.
I am sinking and feel so utterly helpless.
Life seems to be so empty, my heart is a void.
I feel no joy, simple things overwhelm me.
The mask is off and my pain is exposed to all.
I can no longer put on my act for others.
I no longer care about what they think.
It is all I can do to simply exist.
I shouldn't have to be here.
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