Our Time Will Come
Our time will come..
I discovered I was pregnant shortly before Thanksgiving. I was very excited with the Holidays coming that we had a very special gift to give our family. The Saturday after Thanksgiving, I started spotting, followed by heavier bleeding, cramping and clotting. By Sunday I was in the ER and the results were inconclusive. The entire next week, I had HCG levels taken every 48 hours and they never doubled normally. The following Monday I had a D&C. It was a grueling time, but we survived! Luckily, my Husband is a great supporter and he is the main reason I haven't lost it!! "Our time will come", he says with complete faith!
I know in my heart that our blessing will come when it is our time. It wasn't meant to be THIS time. I will not give into feelings of despair! I refuse to have by spirit diminished by anger!!
I will be patient with God and myself!! We will take time to heal and we will try again!!
I discovered I was pregnant shortly before Thanksgiving. I was very excited with the Holidays coming that we had a very special gift to give our family. The Saturday after Thanksgiving, I started spotting, followed by heavier bleeding, cramping and clotting. By Sunday I was in the ER and the results were inconclusive. The entire next week, I had HCG levels taken every 48 hours and they never doubled normally. The following Monday I had a D&C. It was a grueling time, but we survived! Luckily, my Husband is a great supporter and he is the main reason I haven't lost it!! "Our time will come", he says with complete faith!
I know in my heart that our blessing will come when it is our time. It wasn't meant to be THIS time. I will not give into feelings of despair! I refuse to have by spirit diminished by anger!!
I will be patient with God and myself!! We will take time to heal and we will try again!!