My Precious Ashley and Julia

i am a 22 year old mother of a four year old boy. i have had 9 miscarriage's. the most recent one was my twin daughters. Ashley Jade and Julia Eve. i just lost them on nov 13th and it is now dec 8th. i was 5 month's and two day's along. Ashley was stillborn at 7:40am and Julia was born at 7:47am and lived till 7:51am. this is the hardest thing i've ever had to go through in my entire life, and i'm only 22 year's old. please answer soon.