It Is Time

It Is Time
LindaC

I want to rejoin life.
I want to live again.
My heart and soul have been so troubled.
I need to find happiness again.

I have too much time to sit and think.
There are things I could be doing.
I don't do those things.
Instead I let my mind wander aimlessly.

My daydreams take me back to happier times
But at night I get no release.
Bad thoughts hover over me
And I am overloaded with hurt and pain.

It is time to deal with the bad days.
Time to make a new life for myself.
I need to occupy myself
I need to move forward in time.

I will always ache and hurt for my loss
But life beckons me back.
I need to feel love, I long to feel full.
I will learn to live again.